6.28.2007
For you mom
6.27.2007
Roasting
This is Kaden, Amy's boy. We hung out last week while his parents went to the temple. He sat down here and patted the chair next to him and asked me ever so politely to come sit with him to watch Thomas. He is a fun little guy. We kept each other entertained for hours. Today while I was there he made my day by hanging around talking to me and blowing me air kisses and asking when we could play again.
6.24.2007
Observation Point
Of course I could use it! My original plan was to go up early Saturday morning and go hiking but Friday afternoon as I drove home from work in 109 degree smoldering conditions I thought about how nice it would be to already be in Zion hanging around the river or something equally refreshing. The idea stuck so when I got home I threw my tent, sleeping bag, and a cooler full of random food into my car and off I went.
The camp ground was full but I chatted with the camp host about a site I had seen that appeared to be empty. He checked his book and had down that there had been someone there with a tent but he was sure they had left since no one packs up an entire site just to go hiking or something. So we agreed I should take the chance and I set up camp, then caught the shuttle and hiked the first part of The Narrows, enjoying the way cooler air in the canyon.
When I got back to my site I could see a second tent set up as I approached so I was crossing my fingers that they were cool with sharing their site with me. They were. I split the cost with them and all was well.
I only slept about an hour when the wind kicked up and made my tent impossible to sleep in. Way too noisy! So I stayed up reading and listening to music. I watched the stars for a long time too trying to get tired but it just wasn't going to happen. I played solitaire on my IPod for a really long time too, and never won once. Pathetic right? I'm glad I stayed up though, it was a fun night I'll always remember.
As the sky started to lighten I decided to pack up and be on the first shuttle up the canyon. The shuttle was standing room only but only 5 people got off on the Weeping Rock stop and the other 4 took the East Rim trail so I had the trail to myself. IT WAS AWESOME! I watched the sun come up and sang along with my music probably scaring the lizards to death. I didn't see another soul until I was nearly halfway back down the trail. I couldn't have possibly enjoyed myself more.
Birds eye view of the canyon. Angels Landing, 'The Hike' everyone loves in Zion, is the first monolith on the right hand side.
Observation Point is a climb of about 2100 feet in an 8 mile round trip. Supposed to take five hours but why take five when you can do it in three? I wasn't rushing or anything, I can't help it if I act like a goat on amphetamines when faced with a hike. I just get too excited about getting to the top!
Happy Birthday 형제
As I searched for a couple of pictures of Ben this morning I ended up spending a bunch of this morning thinking back on all the memories that come with the pictures.
I was so excited when Ben got married (after I cried for a couple of days because I knew he'd never be moving home again. But it didn't take long before I realized the much coveted basement room could finally be mine now!) When we met Kwona I knew my big brother had found a gem. And leave it to Ben to have an awesome foreign wedding. Weird food, mom and I got beautiful, traditional hambok's (dresses) as a gift from her family and we even got to go on his honeymoon with him. Poor, poor Ben!
Ben was my idol growing up. I wanted to be wherever he was, and be just like him. I have vivid memories of sitting outside his bedroom door knocking every few minutes to be let in. Annoying little sister!! I would sneak in there whenever possible and look at his stuff and think how when I was his age I hoped I was as cool as him.
He had a string of motorcycles and I was always begging for a ride. Being the nice guy he is, he'd take me for rides all the time. My favorites were at the cabin. To this day the smell of scrub oak reminds me of rides with Ben. He'd scare me so bad when he would yell HOLD ON right before shooting up a mountain side, or down a super steep bank at the lake. (JK Dad) Kinda. ;)
Mom, Dad and I went out to see Ben and company in Virginia at Fort Lee before they moved to Korea the first time.
It was an eye opening trip for me. Not that I didn't love my family before this trip, I just didn't have my priorities straight and I realized this while there. I couldn't stand the thought of not seeing them for a year while they were away (Now a year sounds like nothing!)
When I told Ben and Kwona I'd love to come stay if it was ok they could not have made me feel more welcome and found me a job pronto before I could think twice about following though with it. Turns out this extended trip would become the turning point in my life and I'll forever be grateful to Ben and Kwona for opening their home to me and being such wonderful examples of how true love should be and for all the late night adventures and all the laughter. My stay with them is easily a landmark in my search for happiness and it wasn't really a shock when I found that I had the answers all along. All it took was the love a big brother to say it how it is, and help me get my head on straight!
Ben has excellent taste. I can thank him for my love for things like Captain Crunch, Macaroni and Cheese (Ben's way) Kimchi! (oh wait, he hates the stuff) U2, Phil Collins, The Police, fast cars and motorcyles.
I love you Ben! Next year hopefully we'll be celebrating your birthday somewhere like... New Zealand? How does that sound Ben? (We're trying to come up with a good meeting place for the fam when the african freaks are on their way home, somewhere none of us have been so that should be easy.)
This was one long winded blog. I could go on for forever talking about my brother. Maybe now having a post devoted to him he'll leave a comment, or better yet, update his blog!! He's one of the silent bloggers, he says he checks in from time to time. There should be a rule Ben, if you stop by, leave a note!
6.20.2007
Cruisin in my car
Nicholas Sparks can be depended upon to write up some serious tear jerking stories. There are some movies that make me cry no matter what and his book turned movie 'A Walk to Remember' is one of them.
So when Pinklove told me I'd cry my eyeballs out when I saw 'The Notebook' I kept waiting for the tears and when it didn't happen I was left wondering if I was cured of this embarrassing movie blunder. Not so, I was forced into watching Charley (one of the other movies) again, and I was seriously dehydrated afterwards. Get a grip! They aren't even good movies really!!!
*Spoiler Alert if you haven't seen The Notebook*
Am I the only one who thought both Allie and Noah died at the end? They looked dead. And I thought this is where I probably should have cried but I didn't quite buy the dying together thing.
So if you are into this kind of stuff, the Nicholas Sparks super sweet stories packing a punch, (I believe that is how one of his critics put it) you should put 'The Wedding' on your list of books to read. It is the next book after 'The Notebook' and I loved it. Noah is alive in this story, that is why I asked about the ending to the last movie. It is a really great love story and an eye opener to how easy it could be to wander through life with out actually living it and appreciating the people you love.
I've been working on my stinkin resume. What is it about a resume that makes me want to pull my hair out? But once I'm done with the dreadful thing I've been excited to find a job with it. If there was a professional job to be had involving long drives, I would take it. A Professional Cruiser. (Not a gopher, to much stop and go in a car, BUT on a bike I think that would be an ideal job too! And not a trucker, tho I used to say I was going to drive trucks when I grew up) Put me in the car with music and I could be happy for days. I can't remember when I took this picture, one of the trips up north I guess since I've had to come up with ways to entertain myself. (No one was harmed in the process and I did have both hands on the wheel... at least I wasn't talking on the phone too right?)
If gas weren't so insanely expensive I would probably drive to the 4th of July fun in Cali just for the excuse to spend excessive hours in my car.
6.19.2007
cracks and flaws
6.18.2007
Big Rock Candy Mountain
After a beautiful drive thru one of my favorite areas in Utah (Circleville) and a smallish detour when I followed the directions on the website for BRCM to their other resort (oops) I got to the right resort in time to go on the river rafting excursion. We met up with our guides, Buckshot and Smoky, and I thought it was a good thing Tony was an experienced river runner because these two characters were anything but sober. I could smell the booze coming off Buckshot as we piled in to our boats and as ridiculous as this sounds, I just thought it would make the experience all the better!
We survived and it was a lot of fun too. Our inebriated guide only made it more exciting because in particularly hairy spots he'd let off a string of cusses that had me thinking we were for sure goners but he'd recover and things would go on as smoothly as ever. We were completely soaked since it was a constant water fight between the two boats the two hours it took us to get down the river. We didn't stand a chance against the boys, especially since Michele and I were in charge of the water guns for our boat and we were wedged in the middle not really able to use our arms at all.
When we got back to the cabin after the river run Coree was headed out on the ATV so I jumped on back for a quick little ride. We wandered around the river area then crossed the highway to check out a trail and 6 miles up the mountain we decided we'd had enough and the sun was going down so we came back to find out Tony was out looking for us and we'd completely missed dinner.
Sunday morning after breakfast we loaded up and headed towards Hurricane by way of Cedar Breaks. It was a beautiful detour. We stopped at the official lookout but didn't want to pay the price for the view so here is a pic of Michele and a couple of her boys in the parking lot.
6.15.2007
Freedom
That's right. Financial freedom. No, I didn't win large amounts of money, nothing that easy. But I did chop up all my credit cards to show myself I was committed to my new budget and not doing anything else with credit. I'd held on to all of them even tho all but a couple were closed accounts because they looked pretty lined up in my planner. I know, I'm kinda weird sometimes. But having all those slots and nothing to put in them seemed silly to me but I'll get over it.
So I mod podged them all together since I was still having a hard time parting with them after I'd cut them up. Odd lofey.
You have no idea how excited I was about the Utah Summer Games Opening Ceremonies last night. If I had to hear the ad one more time on the radio telling me how fun it would be I think I was going to go crazy.
I started calling my friends early this week to recruit some buddies to go with me and I was baffled that even the ones in town with nothing going on still didn't think it sounded like fun! I think I need new friends! Just kidding guys. But honestly, who wouldn't want to hang out in Cedar City on a beautiful summer night? I've been hearing the ads for a month now about the games and how at the opening ceremonies they would be trying to beat the genus world records for most people wearing balloon hats and also the worlds largest game of Simon Says. OK, so maybe that wouldn't get you there either but Ryan Shupe was performing and after seeing him perform last weekend I wanted to see them again since they pretty much rock!! AND fireworks! I LOVE fireworks, so I was sold and I was really sad when no one would go. I can do a lot of things alone and be happy doing it but going to a conert alone, well, then I think I'd just feel alone. So I gave up and I went shopping to dull the pain. Does this seem wrong after what I just said about financial freedom? I know, it was a true test in self discipline.
As I was leaving the store headed for home I heard the ad again, only this time a live remote saying if you aren't in Cedar you're a big fat loser and I took it personally. Oh yeah? Well then. So I tried Garrett, my buddy I've mentioned before a few months ago. Why didn't I call him first? I don't know, because he was all for it! We met up and I hopped in with him in his sweet loaner Thunderbird convertible and off we went. I caught him up on the dating adventures and such and had him laughing at my misadventures and he told me all the secret land deals going down around town. I was practically bouncing in my seat. Do I need to get out more? Probably.
I wasn't disappointed. The weather was perfect, the Flying Aces were there, a team of Olympic Skiers/Snowboarders doing amazing tricks on trampolines. All the utah mascots were throwing out free stuff (I got a cool pirates ball!) the Jazz Bear jumped out of a helicopter, the fireworks were awesome. They were shooting them off so close we were covered in ashes and I got hit in the eye by a big piece of cardboard falling from the sky. At least it wasn't flaming like the piece that hit a guy near by! Ryan Shupe did an amazing job even though most of the crowd took off and left us feeling like chaperons to the young crowd. I wanted to tell people to stick around because they didn't know what they were missing. I think they put on such a fun show and could not be more talented. G was totally embarrassed by me bc I was singing along and getting into it, I guess that isn't cool? What do I care?!
6.13.2007
Ten Thousand Lakes
We went to lunch at Rodizzios after the session so Ashton could report back and let us all know how authentically Brazilian it really is. He said if this is really how the food is there he'll need bigger clothes. Tony said he'll remember that when his suits start to come up missing. Can't wait to hear him and Jason talk Portuguese in a couple of years. How is it that I have so many cool cousins??
Last but not least, a glimpse of The Really Cute One. I'm still not going to give you all the details of the fantastic weekend because I kinda like the guy and if he gets on here and reads all about it how will I ever live it down? ;)
Last thursday was "Take your date to work day" No really, it wasn't. I went with Bry to a shoot he had at a radio station in SLC. It was fun to see him do his thing. This pic turned out blurry because I was laughing but I liked because the radio people are goofing off. Shows how good Bry is at what he does because they aren't all scared stiff with fake grins plastered on their faces right? Right.
6.11.2007
Opportunities multiply as they are seized.
One of the many things that I think sets me apart from other applicants is my age. I am 25 and have already had years of experience in Interior Decorating. I love the idea of being able to further my career with more specialized study.
When my friends and peers were all devoting themselves to getting their college degrees I was making excuses for myself for why I didn’t need a degree. I already had a good job doing what I loved as an interior decorator, and besides, I didn’t have the money, time or patience to finish college. I told myself many times that being educated wasn’t just about a degree. I study a lot on my own and for awhile I thought that would be good enough. My biggest obstacle was myself because I gave up before I ever really tried.
It has taken me a few years now to admit that I will always feel like I am selling myself short unless I go back to school and graduate. I not only want to finish the program, but excel in it. I’m not just going to college because it is what is expected of me. I want to learn and push myself to be a better professional and person. I am fully committed to being the best student I can be. Waiting until I felt a strong desire to be in school has only made me more excited to see where this decision will take me. A quote I live by: "Opportunities multiply as they are seized."
Thank you for your time and consideration.
6.06.2007
since when have I had any sense or sensibility?
This is what it said:
You are Elinor Dashwood of Sense & Sensibility! You are practical, circumspect, and discreet. Though you are tremendously sensible and allow your head to rule, you have a deep, emotional side that few people often see.
How cool to be like Elinor! She was cracking me up last night watching her cry her eyeballs out when E.C. came and told her he wasn't actually married. Good movie. If you haven't seen this yet, you should be ashamed of yourself. JK. Grandma and I had a movie night watching this fun movie, then My Big Fat Greek Wedding and after Grandma had had enough I watched You, Me and Dupree. We had fun laughing together, its always a good time with Grandma. After dinner tonight before I drove home we played a quick tourney of Rummycube. She is one fast lady, but alas, not fast enough! Can't wait to see if Cali girls have game, are you practicing?
I would love to write more about my fabulous weekend tonight but it was too good to try and cram it all in when I'm trying to get off the computer by 10:30 and it is 10:17 right now. You'll just have to wait and hear about it because it is definitely worth hearing about!
One last bit of random news. My gardenia decided to bloom finally a few days ago and I could not be more thrilled. I think I sniffed all the smell out of it already! Something about the texture of these flowers makes me wish I was one of those anne geddes babies so I could wrap up in it and sleep.
Speaking of sleep....
6.05.2007
Wheat Grass
The quick brown fox jumps over a lazy dog.
6.03.2007
Pinklove, Jack and motorcycle adventures
She took this picture of me and said it was the perfect 'Jenna look' What? I always look like a goofball? Great. I think she is wrong, I don't always grin like that when rollerblading, that would be a little weird right?
6.01.2007
Change of rate
They had asked me to send some penny stamps to them a couple weeks ago due to the rate increase (silly rate increase!) so I went and got them a bunch, slapped a stamp on the letter and tossed it in the mail. It came back..because I hadn't put a penny stamp on it. Now that's ironic.
So now, thanks to my folks feeling the need to share one of my many jennaisms, their office got a good laugh about my lapse in lucid thought. Anything to entertain the missionaries.
I took some pictures of Traditions yesterday because I have a sneaking feeling I won't be there much longer. Due to a new owner of our building and insane rate increases (again, silly rate increases!) most of my neighbors are leaving as well. That is a good shove in the right direction for me because it's easy to be complacent when my life is comfortable.
I'm feeling restless again and I don't want to ignore it this time around. I couldn't sleep last night because I couldn't turn my brain off wondering for the hundredth time if I'm not meeting my potential. I want to do something challenging again and my position right now feels maxed out. I've tried working things out with the boss to balance things out and make it more beneficial but she and I don't seem to see eye to eye on my part in her biz. I think it would be so so great to change it up a little bit. I took on another client this morning and we should be done with the job by August so I'd like to have something in the works by then. More info to come on this decision when there is more info to give! So far all I know is I want a challenge, the bigger the better.
OGEEGNO
The beach pictures are from a trip we took to a place called Sokcho on the coast when mom was visiting for Cari's baptism.
This trip was when Ben coined the now popular family phrase Holy Chow! (Instead of Holy Cow, get it?) There was a van stuck in traffic with us advertizing the Chinese restaurant with the name 'Holy Chow'. Everyone was grumpy and hot and Ben was the only one laughing at his new joke as he repeated it to himself and we all just stared at him. He laughed and laughed and laughed until we all gave in and laughed with him. That is how cool my brother is! He can make even Korean traffic jams fun.
Dillon he asked me recently with his fun deep voice full of disgust, "Do you know that Korean people eat dog?" I told him I did and told him that once I almost ate dog soup until his dad stepped in at the last minute and told me what the meat was so I just ate the broth and veggies (I just can't do it, you know how I feel about dogs!) Dillon laughed at my almost demise and I said that I didn't think eating dog was any more gross than eating Ogeegno. (Dried squid, the kid eats it like twizzlers. Disgusting!!) I think my questions about the flavor of squid legs phased him only momentarily until he said, "I don't care, I LOVE it!!!"
But I guess I shouldn't expect less, this is the kid that hustled me out of a dollar to eat his other favorite food. Peanut Butter. He had me going for sure. I first offered a quarter to eat a spoonfull after he stuck his nose up at it. He acted disgusted. 50 cents? NO WAY! C'mon just a little bit Dil... NOPE! A dollar? He looked at my dad then and smiled this sneaky smile and dumped the whole spoon full of PB in his mouth like it was his favorite snack in the world. Man, hustled by a 4 year old. Disgraceful.